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| home is where the heart is---
say something anything right now
you know im choking on
how bad it hurts
to say goodbye
trust in the words i say to you
its killing me to see you desperate
believe in what you want
just tell me how long it takes
until im in the right place
here we go again
im happier without
this left behind
but its all over now
im ready to go
im ready to go
ready to find a way some how
im ready to go
im ready to go
ready to leave it all
say something anything right now
i know youre choking
on how bad it hurts
to let us go
cry yourself asleep again tonight
write a note sent with
youre love from everyone
everyone
just tell me how long it takes
until im in the right place
here we go again
im happier without
this left behind
but its all over now
im ready to go
im ready to go
ready to find a way some how
im ready to go
im ready to go
ready to leave it all behind
you build me up can't break me down
ill find a way to leave this town
and nothing good youll ever say
will stay with me
please stay with me
[x2]
stay with me
here we go again
im happier without
this left behind
but its all over now
im ready to go
im ready to go
ready to find a way some how
im ready to go
im ready to go
ready to leave it all behind
all behind
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| "Goodbye to You" - Breaking Point
There's so much I want to say now but it's too late i know
There's no way to heal these wounds now and my heart bleeds for you
And our love is crashing like a tidal wave coming over me
CHORUS: So I wanted you to know that i finally let you go
After all i've held on to
This is my goodbye to you
I was always there for you but you never saw the truth
and the reason that i know is i've finally let you go
Yesterday you were my best friend but tomorrow took you away There's not much for me to say now
Just goodbye, farewell
And our love is crashing like a tidal wave coming over me
CHORUS
And every time i close my eyes my heart is bleeding deep inside but now my eyes are open
and i'm never gonna be the one for you the one for you
CHORUS
i finally let you go let you go let you go so this is my goodbye to you.
"How to Deal" - Frankie J (edited a little)
how do you cope when
the one you love is with somebody else
and theres nothing you can do about it.
how do i deal with the fact that i had a chance
but i chose to turn away
i gotta take it though its heartbreaking
its something that i had to do
but nobody said it wud hurt so bad
so how do i deal without you? | | |
| hey~~~ wow i haven't updated this in forever but since im so bored i decided to, and i decided to do shoutouts!! *like everybody else in our grade but thats okay...* (ami*)-thanks for everything! you've been a great friend for a loooong time =) thanks for always putting a smile on my face even when i was really depressed or w/e! haha lotsa laughs at seijo, fujikyu, and i can't remember but all the rest of the amusement parks n places we went! [soc first semester was the best! never forget! :)] lets stay close again next year yeah? love ya! xoxo (lisa*)-lisa lisa lisa~~~ *rolls eyes* lol 8-) haha i know you love that face =) well thanks for everything all the time~ long talks on the bus bout random things and "writing on the bus seats" lol well thanks for all the advice you always gave me :D telling me im weird and sad lol don't worry im still not =) =) haha and ur random sarcasm all the time lol ill never forget that n u made all of us sarcastic too! [you spread things too much you should stop ;)] lets stay close next year love ya! xoxo (stacie*)-stacie!!! thanks for everything all the time! haha fun times in science~ and you forcing me to write more than a page on ur yearbook~ [and i did so you should be proud of me =)] thanks for always putting up w/ all my bullshit too~ i cudn't have made it thru this year w/o you, thank u =) you know ill always be here for you, thru the good and bad :) well thanks =) lets stay close next year love ya! xoxo (hana*)-lol hana we've had some fun times in random classes =) ur total smartness in math lol the "advisory group" w/ lisa elicia and maiki too~ it was really fun writing on the whiteboard w/ you *haha that sounds so weird* well thanks for everything you're a great friend, don't put yourself down- :) luv ya! xoxo (elicia*)-thanks for everything! always listening to my random talks about how sad or depressing life is, me and hana writing depressing quotes on ur binder reminder thing and stuff~ getting the same score on that math test and always betting who gets a better grade when hes handing it out lol lol "omg im scared." "don't be!" "just cuz uuuuu got a good grade!" "no!!" lol good times well thanks! =) love ya! xoxo (jenny*)-JeNNy!!! im glad i got to know you better this year! your weirdness is so funny =) great times in aLL those classes first sem and some in second sem yeah?? haha thanks for listening to my sad nayamis during free-- thanks for being a great friend! [haha i still don't get why you have andre's iPod :D even tho u got ur cool new one~~] luv ya! xoxo (maiki*)-maiki~~~ don't move!! its gonna be so weird w/o you~~ i can't even imagine it! but we'll hang out again before you move so its all good for now i gues :) thanks for all the laughs during the year!! and yeah, i know you and ken are WAY taller than me now lol im way over it =) and i don't think im ever gonna forget that talk we had w/ nana about flirting and how u flirt alot =) lol good times~ ill miss you next year! we gotta keep in touch! love ya! xoxo (ken*)-ken-- thanks for everything~ our random talks till like 2 am and then the next morning in science, "omg im so sleepy..." lol we're so sad~ and thanks for givign me all those songs!! *even tho my comp is totally dying now it has like no more space left* they're really good songs =) and our random punching game that you started and never really finished~ i bet im winning lol =D well good luck in bball next year! love ya! xoxo (nana*)-nana!!! you can't move!!! its like against the law how am i gonna get thru next year~~ its gonna be so weird! but we gotta keep in touch yeah?? lol "don't be like chris" haha we're pretty mean :D but yeah thanks for everything you've been a great friend all the time! and dont worry, im sure there will be somebody at andover that will cheer you up a lot more and better than i did- ill miss ya next year! luv ya! xoxo (andre*)-andre-- thanks for getting my iPod back!! i owe you! thanks for being a great friend again this year! lol i know yearbook was prob really boring for you but it was alright~ [lol always bringing up food~ "ur getting that crap??" "yeah, im getting this crap."] =) keep up ur intense bball skills! luv ya! xoxo (chris*)-chris~ can't believe you moved~ but yeah, im getting by. its not the same w/o you but itll be alright~ keep emailing me even if its once every two weeks! i luv hearing from you! update ur xanga too~ [not like i ever do besides now but still =)] thanks for everything. now that its all been said and done, the year is over, middle school is over, i still need you to be there for me okay? it was great being w/ you at asij for like 2 years, we've had a lot of good times, a lot of laughs. you're really special, and let somebody at ur school now know that, let them into your life. i realize now that we're both gonna be alright, its gonna be okay. even if you never come back to visit ill treasure the memories that we made :) i miss you, love you. xoxo (ai*)-omoide memories!! thanks for all the, "what did you do in soc?" "u~~~m *w/e you did*" lol emi's huge preparingness and she didn't even go lol that was pretty sad but she did good in the next one :D and the speech we were just standing there like "yeah, okay." lol =) preeeety sad :D well thanks for making that class so much more fun! luv ya! xoxo (emi m.*)-emi~ lol thanks for everything! our random talks in advisory and bball~ "omg i don't wanna go to practice today." "saaaaaaaame!" lol that same thing like everyday! and the times we talked at bball! "*sigh...* i miss the good old days~" "yeah... the good old days" lol we're sad =D thanks for making everything a lot funner =) luv ya! xoxo (iljee*)- iljee~ wow we're not gonna be in the same school anymore... :'( that hit me recently and i was like in huge shock. its not gonna be the same w/o you! thanks for everything and ur total normal adviceness~ we gotta still be as close even when i go to high school okay? good luck in eighth grade, *its harder than seventh workwise* but yeah its been really great being in the same japaense class w/ you and stuff- love ya! xoxo (everybody else*)-thanks for a fun year, it was all worth it in the end =D its been good :) have a fun summer! cya guys next year and ill miss everybody whos moving!
*love, laugh, live- relax & be yourself* | | |
| "If you only had one more day to live, how would you live? Would you [smile] or [frown]? Would you [hang on to a grudge], or would you [let it go and forgive]? Would to hold back the words [I love you]? Would you [nap] or [play]? Consider this: You aren’t guaranteed tomorrow… so what are you waiting for?"
"Mommy went to heaven, but I need her here today. My tummy hurts and I fell down I need her right away! Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is heaven in the yellow part? I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her she will hurry home to me! Is heaven very far away? Is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time she needs to come home now! I really need to reach her, I simply don't know how. Help me fine the number please! Is it listed under [Heaven] I cant read these big, big words I am only 7. I'm sorry operator I didn't mean to make you cry! Is your tummy hurting too? Or is there something in your eye? If I call my church, maybe they will know Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall. Thank you operator. I'll give them a call."
"I've wanted to tell you I love you… but I was always too afraid. I've tried a thousand times… but I've always failed the same. Now it's too late to tell you… so listen to my prayer, [I've loved you forever baby, and I truly care. I wanted you to know, you're on my mind 24/7. And even though you left this world… please think of me in heaven.]"
"Everyday I'd wake up and go to school, and even if I was in a bad mood I'd know that I would always come home with a smile, because of you. But now that I don't see you everyday I sometimes go through days without ever smiling at all…"
"I lay there upon my blankets and in the still of the darkness, I picture you and wonder where you are and what you're doing right now… Wishing, what it is, I could be a part of it and in a matter of seconds, just as quickly as the thought came, the silence breaks as I begin to cry."
"For once, instead of telling me reasons why I shouldn't cry actually pay attention to the reasons why I am."
"At this very minute--
Someone is thinking of you.
Someone cares about you.
Someone misses you/wants to be with you.
Someone wants to hold your hand.
Someone wants you to be happy.
Someone wants to hug you.
Someone will do anything for you.
Someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
Someone wants to tell you how much they care.
Someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
Someone wants to hold you in their arms.
Someone wants to see you.
Someone wants to be your lover.
Someone loves you for who you are.
Someone loves the way you make them feel.
Someone wants to be with you.
Someone wants you to know they are there for you.
Someone is glad that you're their friend.
Someone is wishing you would notice them.
Someone wants to get to know you better.
Someone loves you."
"She needs someone to hear her when she cries…"
"Sometimes it only seems like you were made for each other… when in reality… you never were."
"Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is a beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is life, fight for it."
"Girl: Slow down a little, I'm scared
Guy: No this is so much fun.
Girl: No its not it's to scary
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: You know i love you, now can you please slow down?
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl gives him a big hug
Guy: Hey, can you take my helmet off and put it on? It's bugging me while I'm driving
the next day, there was a story in the newspaper, a motorcycle crashed into the side of a building because the breaks were broken. There were two people on the bike, but only one survived.
Halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks were broken, but he didn't want to let the girl know or else she would have been really scared. Instead, he had her say she loved him for one last time and felt her hug him for one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live, even though it meant that he would have to die."
"It's been too long and I'm lost without you… What am I gonna do? I've needed you… Is your heart still mine? I wanna cry sometimes… I miss you."
"Sometimes, even though you're having a good time, you still can't help but stop and think about how much you miss the old days…"
"You gotta make a choice… now its your turn… true, I've made mistakes, but I still learned… it isn't up to me, [you gotta decide]… do you want me [in] or [out] of your life?"
"If tears could build a stairway, and memories were a lane, I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye, you were gone before I knew it, and only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness, and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know."
"Things are going crazy and I'm not sure who to blame… Everything is changing and I don't feel the same… I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong… I'm trying to find a place where I feel like I belong."
"I'm not the person that I used to be… I gotta admit a lot of shit got to me." | | |
| happy new year!!! its 2005! i hope you all have a great 2005 and thanks for a great 2004! 
"Live each day the fullest you can, not guaranteeing there'll be a tomorrow, not dwelling endlessly on yesterday."
"Dance like nobody’s watching. Sing like nobody’s listening. Love like you can't be hurt. Live like it’s heaven on earth."
"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you." "If you want to die, think of all the things that make you smile-live for that."
"A boy loved this girl. One day the boy got sick and was about to die. Then the girl asked, "Why are you leaving me?" then the boy answered, "So I can be your angel and love you forever""
awww  good sweet quotes
*prop me on the otha entry*
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